Friends friends friends.

Mood: Anger & Frustration

There are many degree of friends in which you would meet in life. I personally divides my friends into few categories.

a. Hi-bye friend
b. Crap friend
c. Good friend

Based on the self-explanatory names, you would have guessed it right, that good friends are my closest friend and hi-bye friend would be the least - sometimes, I don't even know their names right. Crap friend would be friend that you know you would wanna talk lame things with, but not spending sad moments together. Therefore, this kinda friend ussually you would have less emotional ties with.

But the friend I wanna talk most would be good friend. I have very little good friend, simply because I'm picky with friends and I'd like to keep a small group of friends. These friends are usually individuals or come in pairs (very rare). Just to name some of my friends that fall on these categories are Elizabeth, Yuna, Hasha, etc. These girls are friends that I treasure most. Each of them have the qualities that I admire. For example, Elizabeth is bubbly and spontaneous, and Yuna I admire her true and kind heart for friend. But one common quality that my these good friends that I like most is being caring of people around them. You can see how concern they are when they know you're in trouble.

I still remember Hasha skipped half of her classes that day when I'd lost my purse. How Elizabeth spent hours and hours with me lamenting about another friend of mine. And Yuna standing by my side in face of a villainous friend. To me, they are not only good friend and true friend of mine.

Having said that, friends that I despised most are friends that betrayed me and constantly seek to embarrass or put me down. Sounds familiar? Of course it does (well to me at least), and they still self proclaim that you were their best friend. Omigosh.... how did this person get this term from? I wonder how this person define best friend. Unlike this person, to me, a close friend is somewhat similar to my family member. I would take care them as much as I could. Tell me about walking the miles for their own sake! And ... and this person is soooooooooOooOoOooo (okay i have to really emphasize on this) EGO. Is always about this person! How 'this person' feels, how 'this person' thinks. Is always about themselve. Don't these people think too much of themselves??? HELLLO! YOU SERIOUSLY HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO TAKE CARE OTHERS. OTHERWISE JUST GO AND DIE WITH YOUR OWN SHITTY EGO!!!!

To me... I tend to put down my mask when I deal with my close friend. That's called true. If it's always about you, why don't you just be-friend yourself? SUCKER!

Yuna, Elizabeth, Hasha, Yiwon, Phuong, Yenny - these are all my assets that I'm super proud of. They has been with me through thick and thin....
Thus, a note to you and myself. A friend is indeed a friend in need.